Hekate by Hoss Jaeger
i was heading home on a mild night
dogs were barking and the moon was high
felt like a vessel, oil and wick
summer air too damp to let it lit
cthonic roads in appalachian hills
she’s the watcher by the gates and she means no ill
but she’s poison growing in the shade of oak
she’s a chunk of fire wreathed in hickory smoke
crossroads branch into worlds of three
she’s a friend to children, keeper of the keys
but she’s the hound of heaven and hell’s kind host
residenter of the mountains, queen of the ghosts
meditating in my room one night
plugs in my ears and blacked out light
felt her presence in the spiral shield
emanating from me on a blue black field
eating mushrooms in my room one night
stuck in a loop at the highest height
my life was a blip in the universe
i prayed for death and instead i got rebirth
passed out drunk on a couch one night
i fled my body and my soul took flight
chose a nighway through the graveyard east
but there’s bad things there and i turned away in haste
walked past the graveyard drunk one night
heard my name, spoken clear as light
turned to see, but the street was bare
i’m hearing things when there’s no one there
cthonic roads in appalachian hills
she’s the watcher by the gates and she means no ill
she’s a mother goddess gone underground
driven feral in the keeping of hellish hounds
the tree of life spans to worlds of three
she’s the bitch in the branches with peacock wings
she’s the mare of oceans and hell’s kind host
residenter of the mountains—
cthonic roads in appalachian hills
she’s the watcher by the gates and she means no ill
but she’s poison growing in the shade of oak
she’s a chunk of fire wreathed in hickory smoke
crossroads branch into worlds of three
she’s a savior, keeper of the keys
but she’s the hound of heaven and hell’s kind host
residenter of the mountains, queen of the ghosts
this dog’s appearing in my dreams at night
hanging o’er my bed like a slender whight
peeping at me with these black black eyes
keeping by me when my hackles rise
i was heading home on a mild night
dogs were barking and the moon was high
felt like a vessel, oil and wick
she’s fire’s goddess and i’d just been lit